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i remember who i was [22 Oct 2009|07:13pm] I don't mean i'm proud of it necessarily, but do you remember yourself? Or did you delete it? Or did you make it a private secret? I remember the thing I really was, not just the thing recorded here and there for the past 9 years. I am not the forgotten thing that, with your help, i've been making myself into. So when I leave this region of the world I will leave defeated but not dead. post comment

603 [28 Aug 2005|06:39pm] [ music | g500 ] sick and worried, but good nonetheless. wasn't totally sure if this was what I wanted, but it is most certainly mine, and it's good. this will, without a doubt, be my final correspondence. have a good life, some of you I'll see again, some of you I won't, it's fine, and that, as they say, was that. 6 comments|post comment

in place of an obituary [02 Aug 2005|04:57pm] [ mood | none. ] [ music | sebadoh - whitey peach ] home stretch. been feeling sort of numb lately. consider this the end of correspondence. I mean it this time. 4 comments|post comment

p.s.: Dear Summer, [20 Jul 2005|10:36am] please end. 3 comments|post comment

fuck em (2) [20 Jul 2005|10:24am] [ mood | disappointed. ] hi guys. hope you're all having a wonderful fucking time. working today and tomorrow, then getting my wisdom teeth out. post comment

where we were to begin with [16 Jul 2005|11:06am] today I start work for the people who forced my parents into bankruptcy 10 or so years ago, the people who put us in the position we've been in for the past 10 or so years. Life is full of these little ironic statements, you know, and soft if you put your ear to the ground, close your eyes, clang and echo, pitter patter goes your little stupid heart, oh geeze oh geeze, and snap out of it to see the tire about to roll over your stupid little head. 3 comments|post comment

summer [14 Jul 2005|05:17pm] count it. 1 comment|post comment

tying up loose ends [10 Jul 2005|02:12pm] show tonight. I am very excited to see some people. 3 comments|post comment

rains for days so you stay inside and lock your door [06 Jul 2005|04:41pm] what difference does it make? 5 comments|post comment

as it applies to whatever: [05 Jul 2005|02:06am] [ mood | ok. ] [ music | final fantasy - your light is spent ] that which does not kill you often leaves you handicapped. 1 comment|post comment

everything (2): [03 Jul 2005|08:29pm] [ mood | disappointed. ] oh it's just like so unfair. post comment

the only two people consistently stuck here [30 Jun 2005|12:58pm] [ mood | weird. ] I forget what it was like to be in school, and I miss something or a few things. Glad it's going well. See you next year or never again. 1 comment|post comment

to everyone: [10 Jun 2005|11:19am] [ mood | awesome. ] I'm going to go take my last shit as a high school senior. 3 comments|post comment

weak and tired and worried and sick [24 May 2005|08:00pm] I will no longer put my life on display, because I understand that what there is to show is meaningless and flat and worthless and because I understand that it was never nearly as big as it thought it was. post comment

"It's like The Last Fucking Supper!" [22 May 2005|01:30pm] [ mood | worried. ] [ music | va - first string teenage high (tullycraft tribute) ] Goodbye, English Muffin Goodbye, Goodbye! 2 comments|post comment

it seems the times have changed since "meet me in las vegas" [22 May 2005|10:25am] [ mood | sick. ] [ music | tullycraft - the lives of cleopatra ] it's almost over. I have one detention left to serve and six class days left to serve and in a couple of weeks it'll all be over. I feel so scattered and spread out. Goodbye paychecks. Hello free time. I don't want to time travel. 2 comments|post comment

fit to burst [12 May 2005|07:16pm] [ mood | weird. ] [ music | dinosaur jr. - the lung ] reminisced, thought about whatever else, pipes won't stop leaking downstairs, left work early because it's slow and they don't need me, hugest headache, asked the wrong question, failed a quiz, called him Ed when I meant to say 'Al', knew I'd do it, family's eating dinner in the other room but I'm in here; I say a little less because, for the most part, it's all like that. I think I'm going to shave off my beard tonight. 2 comments|post comment

I act so dumb when we're alone [05 May 2005|02:36pm] [ mood | weird. ] [ music | tullycraft ] The new Tullycraft record is excellent. Some guy is armed and dangerous and running around my neighborhood. I was too tired to go to school today, work, wake up go to school tomorrow, work, go to sleep, wake up, go to work, go to sleep, etc. I have a lot to do. I feel like my head is full of bricks. 8 comments|post comment

wake up wake up [01 May 2005|12:35pm] [ mood | weird. ] [ music | decemberists ] spit and say, "I'll never die!" louder! 2 comments|post comment

this just in: [25 Apr 2005|01:45pm] [ mood | better. ] tom stikeman is a negative nancy. 8 comments|post comment

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